GermanyxReader: My Only Memories...

  "I'm sorry I'm asking you to do zhis _______..." Prussia said as you followed him down the halls. 

  He wore his usual uniform at this time which consisted of his dark, midnight blue jacket and the red cuffs at the end with white frills. He black hat didn't cover his snow-white hair as it usually did, but rather rested in his hands.

  There was something different about your Germanic albino boss lately. The glistening red eyes he usually had we're becoming slowly dulling and his usual carefree and happy personality became that of a person on death row.

  But you didn't know what has been wrong with him lately. All you knew is that the reign of Napoleon had finally ended. But then, why wasn't he rejoicing? Why wasn't he happy that the Congress of Vienna had ended the mighty and powerful empire that was once threatening him and Mr. Austria?

  He stopped by a door and you paused and gave him a curious looks with your young (e/c) eyes. Sighing with the wearing fatigue of stress which was weighing on him, he turned to you and knelt down beside you with a small smile,"________, do you remember mein little bruder?"

  Smiling lightly, you nodded. His cute little brother; the Holy Roman Empire. But you had overheard him talking about how he's, 'watching over everyone' and 'watching us all from heaven'. "Yea. I remember him."

  A small smile pursed his lips,"Vell...somezhing happened to him...und I told everyone zhat he died...but he didn't..." You were a bit confused at this statement but you listened to him,"He's lost his memory und he's just voken up not so long ago. I vant you to spend some time vith him, okay?"

  You nodded as he stood back up, towering over you. "But I need to varn you...he's not zhe same...but I'm sure he'll be happy to see someone his age around."

  "O-okay..." With that, he opened to door to a cute blond boy who sat up in a large bed, bandages wrapped around his head and arms as far as you could see. His eyes were a blue shade, much like Holy Rome's and his blond hair was just a bit lighter.

  The boy smiled,"Big bruder...is zhis the girl _______ you've talked so much about?" His eyes were full of delight and happiness.

  You nodded gently as you walked over to him and taking a seat beside him. "M-my name is ________. Your brother is my boss."

  He placed his hand gently on your face as his smile warmed your heart. "_______...such a vonderful name. My name is Germany."

  "Germany..." You spoke a bit melancholy. You missed the little brother that Prussia once had and maybe this was the reason that your boss was so upset lately. Maybe he was worried about his little brother.

  He looked a bit confused,"Hm...what's wrong?" His hand still lay on your face, making a warm blush spread across your face.

  Shaking your head a bit and taking his hand in both of yours, you tried to reassure him with a smile. "I'm okay. But I need to go for now. I'll ask your brother if I can visit again."

  "Nein, you can visit mein bruder vhenever." Prussia said from behind. Yet, he approached and rested his hand on your shoulder blade. "But let him rest for now. Come on ______."

  With that, he lead you from the room without much argument by you.

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  Soon, Germany was free to leave his room; healed up from fighting except for the fact that his memory was still gone. But his personality barely changed. He found everything you did very childish and even Prussia (who had gotten back to his usual self) became a kid in his eyes.

  Though, you were still able to get him outside in the blooming fields of spring every now and then when his face wasn't buried in books. "Germany? Why do you like to read so much?"

  "Well, vhy do you like to play around in zhe flowers?" He sighed as he laid down beside you, his hand grazing gently over yours which was set on the ground beside him.

  With a small grin on your face, you grabbed onto his hand. Usually, he would've flipped out but rather, he gripped onto yours as well. "Hey ______...c-can I ask you something?"

  "Yea...what is it?"

  You could feel the nervousness from his shaking and clamming hand alone but it became more visible when he spoke. "V-vhen I'm around you...I-I feel funny...l-like I get a funny feeling in mein stomach..."

  You sat up slightly to get a more clear view of his face which was completely red right now. He noticed you looking into his blue eyes with your (e/c) ones and turned away before continuing. "I-I've been looking u-und reading...b-but I can't find anyzhing..."

  You giggled a bit, tightening your grip on his hand. "Why don't you ask Mr. Prussia?" You snickered a bit, knowing that his brother would be ecstatic to hear his little brother had such feelings towards a girl.

  He sat up now too a bit nervously. "I-I did...und he...he laughed at me..." The last part made you feel a bit bad for him so you threw your arms around him. "_-________...v-vhat...vhat are you doing!?"

  "He didn't mean to laugh." You let go of him and noticed his face was beat red,"You have a crush on me..."

  It was silent, the wind brushing through your (h/l)(h/c) hair with a small twist to it. Both of you sat in a trance almost, looking into each other's eyes before shutting them and kissing each other sweetly.

  He pulled away from you after a quick moment and tried to ignore your childish grin,"V-vill you not look at me vith zhat look..."

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  Your (h/c) locks were brushed out of your face by a tender hand. Your (e/c) eyes were closed and your breath was coming out in shallow, short breaths. Your skin to the touch was freezing and your normally (s/c) skin was turning pale and lifeless.

  Your head was pressed gently against Germany's chest as he tried desperately tried to keep you alive. Prussia had left _______ on her own and her economy became incredibly terrible. There were many revolts that went on in her country and everything fell into hell after that.

  Germany heard about this and found himself in the middle of a revolutionary movement and found she had gotten caught in the middle of a crossfire during a fight.

  He was able to wrap your wound and stop the bleeding but he knew if he didn't do anything now, one of his best (and one of his only) friends was going to die. He was brought back to when he awoke such a long time ago, alone and scared. Then her warm smile which made him feel safe.

  He wanted you to feel safe, for you to be safe. Picking you up off the ground as though you were porcelain, he carried you away, trying to keep you away from the mayhem and chaos that lay in her own nation.

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  Hours after being shot in the right shoulder, you awaken to a pitch-black room. Fumbling around with your left hand (seeing as how pain shot through your shoulder if you moved it), you found the light-switch and with a simple click, the room filled with life.

  You knew the home you were in. It wasn't your own, but that of Germany which you had become so accustomed to. And beside you slept an exhausted Germany. His hair fell on his face like when he was younger and hadn't cared about what his hair did.

  You moved your right arm with extreme pain shooting through as you did so. You allowed your arm to fall flat before placing your hand on Germany's face and stroking his cheek gently. You used your hand and slicked his hair back with care but he must've noticed as his blue eyes opened to face you. "_-_______...?"

  You grinned slightly,"Hi..."

  There was a brief moment of silence before he sat upright to look at you,"How does your arm feel?"

  "I-it hurts when I move it..." You mumbled a bit.

  He nodded before leaving you momentarily. He came back with a glass of water, some pills and bandages. He knelt beside you, handing the medication to you and you swiftly take the dosage.

  Next, he removed the bandages that were older on your arm. You finally caught a view of the torn flesh of your shoulder now. Luckily, the bullet only grazed, but it still left a nasty gash behind. Germany quickly wrapped your shoulder up before leaving again.

  Feeling a bit drowsy but a lot less pain, you laid yourself back down and tried falling asleep. You heard Germany enter but rather than sitting beside the bed, he laid himself next to you and wrapped you carefully in his arms.

  "Hey Germany...remember when we were little....and you had a crush on me...?" You asked rather suddenly.

  He stayed silent for a moment before responding,"Ja...vhy?"

  "What happened?"

  You hear him sigh before speaking. "Mein bruder...I really don't know vhat happened...maybe vhen you became independent...I never say you fraü, but I really missed you mein liebing..."

  Snuggling closer and ignoring the stabbing feeling in your shoulder-blade, you sighed contently,"I love you Germany..."

  "Ich Liebe Dich auch..."