2p!EnglandxReader: Don't You Love Me?

  You shut your eyes, pulling the trigger and waiting for the initial noise that would determine your life.

  Click.

  Breathing in relief, you slid the pistol across the table to Arthur. Only this wasn't the jolly old England you knew and love. It was as if something took over him, every aspect of his character and every fiber of his body.

  This man had hair of dark blond, his eyes a wild shade of pink and blue combined. His face had freckles and a mischievous grin while reaching for the gun.

  He rested the nozzle against his head and spoke,"You know I love you _________. I love you to death." Bitting your lip, you nodded soundlessly. "Don't you love me __________?" You nodded again,"Say that you love me."

  "I-I love you Arthur. I love you." Forcing a smile, you thought that he believed you weren't lying. Only when tears started flooding down your face, no way to stop them did you notice his eyes hold confusion.

  "You don't love me, do you?"

  "Of course I do!" You said wholehearted, tears continuing to fall down your face, hitting your lap. "Don't you see how happy I am!?" You pointed out your smile,"Of course I love you!"

  The gun slammed against the wooden table before you, the lever being pulled and a lone bullet shooting into the wall. "I can see how much you love me. Maybe I should make you some more of my homemade cupcakes. Maybe then you'll see how much I love you!"

  Unable to stop it, you let out a sob, making the deranged Englishman look at you with cold eyes. "I know you love me England...I know you do."

  It went almost too silent in the room, footsteps inaudible as he approached you. He grabbed the scruff of your neck and yanked you painfully from your seat,"You don't love me then? Don't you see how much I love you...? Aren't you happy...?"

  "I am happy!" You said before breaking down to your knees,"I am! Don't you see that I'm happy with you!?"

  The next words that flowed from his mouth were cold and uncharacteristic,"No...no I don't." Your eyes widened in shock as he snatched the gun and pulled a single bullet. He kissed the front of it before slipping it into the barrel and aiming for your forehead. "Sorry love. But if you can't see how much we love each other, I'm going to have to end things between us."

  "Please England..." You begged in a futile attempt,"I love you..."

  "Of course you do."

  Bang

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  You woke up, holding yourself and screaming in fear. Your breaths came in laboredly and heavily while your body shook in fear. Two strong arms wrapped around you, making you pull away in fear and elbow the person in the face to break free.

  "Bloody hell  _________!" Your body froze hearing the voice. Turning your head, you saw England-green eyes, messy light-blond hair-looking towards you rather concerned and angered. He was holding his nose, tears pricking his eyes,"What's wrong with you!?"

  Your (e/c) eyes filled with water, and you started sobbing into your hands like a weak child. England moved closer, pulling you into his arms and rocking you gently,"___________...it's okay...I'm sorry I snapped at you love." He kissed your forehead softly.

  "I love you...! I love you Arthur, I promise...!" Burying your face into his nightshirt, you continued to cry, shaking violently in fear. "I promise..."

  England brushed away the hair from your face and kissed your forehead softly. "Did you have a bad dream love...?" You nodded curtly. "It's alright now love...you're in my arms and I promise nothing will ever happen to you..."

  Laying you down, he allowed his arms to wrap around your body and pull you closer. Your head rested on his chest and you calmed down in an instant,"Just try to get some sleep...and if you wake up, try not to hit me in the face."

  Both of you shared a soft laugh before you shut your eyes. You found his face and kissed his nose,"Thank you...I love you Arthur..."

  "I love you too ___________." He murmured, his own eyes shutting,"Good night..."

  Both of you settled down, unable to see that there was someone right outside the house, looking through the window. "So that's why she doesn't love me? Curious how she loves this me at all. He's heinous and his food looks like crap."

  Turning away, he left you both alone. He walked down the street with his hands in his pockets,"But she'll love me in the end...they always do."